The last couple of days I have felt pretty flat and been cracking the sads. This morning I realized its mostly just frustration and impatience.
My life isn’t moving as fast towards my goals as I had hoped.
I feel like I am spinning my wheels.
My house isn’t clean.
My Car isn’t clean.
My art is not making enough money for me to quit my day job.
My house isn’t level.
My garden isn’t mulched.
My parenting isn’t perfect.
You get the picture.
Funny how just realizing what is making me feel crap helps. I have been here before and found my way through.
And I sit on my deck in the sunshine and watch the bees buzz around the peach blossom and have a cuppa and let it all go for a bit. I am still so much further forward than I was!
